Life Isn't Easy For Me...
a hurt
once too great to bear
hurt
one too many times
a hurt
once too great too bear
yet now
just another bad dream
another pain
another hope
thrown to the side
another name
etched upon my heart
another pain
that no longer hurts
hurt
one too many times
a pain so great
that it doesn't hurt at all
confusion
over so many times
too many things
so that
they cancel each other out
one by one
disappearing into the night
until i wake
thinking of you
one i was lost
once i was hurt
once i was cut too deep to heal
yet found me you have
and fixed me you have
you healed the wound
that i couldn't heal alone
the future may bring pain
the future may bring happiness
yet regardless
i'll always love you
the future may bring decisions
that i may want to change
yet your friendship alone
is more than enough for me
and plenty more
than i deserve
Tuesday, February 7, 2006
~am i at the wrong?
opps... sorry.. it have been a long time i have never blog. due to too many things happened at that period of time so never blog.
Today, i really really feeling very sad. i duno what should i do. i don't even understand whether is my fault. i wanna cry out lod but i just couldn't. i only can cry silently. it is really so hurt that i have to cry out. why both of them just can understand my feeling. both have hatred for each other. whenever i talk to one, the other called and i told him that i talking to my gan didi. den he not happy and hang up the fone. when i told my gan di tt he's on the other line, he also hang up the fone and said ust talk to him lor. when i told them tt i watching tv, they ask not talking on the fone meh. i said that i'm talking on the fone too. there's goes again. both jus angry. when i told them the truth, they angry with me. i lied to them, they also agry with me. i know tt lie to them is my fault. but can't they just understand how i feel. i just being the middle person. i really hurt alot like wat the poem had said... haiz... now he dun wanna talk to me... don't wanna ans my call. what should i do?
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