Life Isn't Easy For Me...

a hurt
once too great to bear
hurt
one too many times

a hurt
once too great too bear
yet now
just another bad dream
another pain
another hope
thrown to the side

another name
etched upon my heart
another pain
that no longer hurts

hurt
one too many times

a pain so great
that it doesn't hurt at all

confusion
over so many times
too many things
so that
they cancel each other out
one by one
disappearing into the night
until i wake
thinking of you

one i was lost
once i was hurt
once i was cut too deep to heal

yet found me you have
and fixed me you have
you healed the wound
that i couldn't heal alone

the future may bring pain
the future may bring happiness
yet regardless
i'll always love you

the future may bring decisions
that i may want to change
yet your friendship alone
is more than enough for me
and plenty more
than i deserve



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